Creativity Is a Bitch

One little perturbation in the Force and I'm both paralysed and monotropic. I should "grow up", big deal, I have to wait for the trike I've bought... yeah well... IT'S SO EFFING HARD!

I can't focus on projects, I'm obsessing over recumbent cycle touring videos on YouTube, it took me 3 days (may have been 5) to put my freshly dried laundry away and the cat is sick of my figiting. Lucky for the "Lovely Linda," she's away in New Zealand for another week, she's only going to have to put up with it for two weeks. I have to live with it, every waking second, waiting, waiting, waiting, my patience is dissolving, I'm figiting and revolving 'til I'm tired...

So I did this, ready for the trike's arrival. I took this image...

Then broke all my environmantism and data hygiene rules, sending it to an AI for this image...

Which I then gave the stupid caption, all so I could also be waiting for another week before I could afford this long sleeve t-shirt. Monotropic obsessive compulsion with creativity blocking complications. Just shoot me. Shoot me now.

Meanwhile, cycle touring videos, like this one, are nice...

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